Can't believe it's down to 2 months left, time flies so fast. I feel like I've missed a lot of things because of that. A lot of things had happened this year and I hate how I have no recent travels or plans at all. Sometimes, I wonder if people experience this too. That kind of feeling when you have all the things to do in your head, then all of a sudden the days gone by and you haven't started anything yet.
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Last week, I started to write a story. I miss writing stories, the younger me would be so proud even if It's just one chapter of something that goes up into my imagination. I tried to write this romantic, mystery stuff and all of a sudden, I realized it was so cliché but I loved it. It feels therapeutic to share something that goes into your mind and able to just release it.
Also, this year there are a lot of people talking about mental health. This world is so cruel, lots of people turn a blind eye for everything that really matters not until it affects them or someone bears the weight of every fiber of hatred that this world had to offer. One day, a famous person died out of suicide, suddenly all this haters started to delete comments, everybody started to talk about mental health. When in fact, they are quick to judge, quick to punish. I've seen the same people who won't even listen to a friend talk about it. Being kind means being the greater person, it's not about being right all the time.
In general, I realized that sometimes, people love to punish even if it doesn't even worth the crime. They dismissed feelings, cancel you out, make you feel left out or invalidated. They are quick to judge but themselves. Even if you care about them, even though your love and loyalty runs deep, when people want to hurt you, they will. You have to give yourself an appreciation in choosing to become the bigger person to understand these people. These are the same people who also need someone in their life to be kind to them, same people full of hatred in their heart that they won't care to forgive.
